“Pray for me … all that?”
The following excerpt is taken from the forthcoming Thriller titled The Abused by Michelle Gamble. Release coming in Spring 2020. For more information, visit 3L Publishing (www.3LPublishing.com).
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Stanley
Lentwood stared down at the rose garden. He noticed the crazy lawyer Finley
Sullivan walked all around the hedges in a nervous pace. Stanley wondered if
Finley’s drug use had damaged his brain. Just then a knock came to the door.
“Come in.”
Robert
Scoffer opened the door with his usual bravado and strolled into the room with
his cool confidence. Stanley turned and took a seat in front of the sofa.
Robert just dropped down to the sofa. He appeared bored and put out that he had to
do therapy.
“So you going to give me some of that God crap?” asked Robert. “Pray for me … all that?”
Stanley
looked at Robert puzzled by his sudden comment. “Why would I do that?”
“Eh, I went to
this therapist once with Lynn—”
“The woman you
conned.”
“Yeah, that c—”
“Language.”
Robert shrugged
in a way that it was almost like a jerked tick of sorts. Stanley made note of
the odd body language.
“Yeah, whatever.”
“So what happened — in
therapy, I mean?”
Robert’s eyes
glassed over in a way that indicated he briefly reflected on it, and then his
“act” returned. “The counselor, some Hispanic dude, had us praying .
How stupid.”
“You think prayer is stupid?”
“Yeah, well, we
were there as a couple to get advice and help, and this dude has us praying,
hugging each other. It was useless.”
“But you
weren’t a couple. You were married to …” Stanley’s eyes drifted to the file,
“Shell. You had a wife. Why were you doing couples
counseling with
your mistress?”
“She didn’t know that.” “What?”
“She was my mistress.”
“So you admit
you were lying to her. Because …” his eyes went to the file again “you told the
court and authorities she was, ‘Just a crazy, emotionally unstable bitch who
you rejected and she was spurned and pissed.’ But if you went to couple’s
counseling you must have been
a couple, right? She was
obviously under the impression you were a couple.”
Robert stared at Stanley
and didn’t say anything.
Stanley shifted
forward and stared right into Robert’s eyes. “Do you know the difference
between your fantasy worlds and reality, Mr. Scoffer?”
Robert got agitated, “Yes.”
“Okay, so then why did you lie about Lynn?”
Robert brushed
his hand off toward Stanley. “She was a b--. She abused me.”
Stanley had to
suppress a smile. Robert acted like an atypical sociopath, and he maintained
his narcissism pretty well. They had all agreed in staff meeting not to let
Robert work with a woman, especially after his manipulative attempts with
Sandra, who would have none of it. No, Stanley and Craig both agreed Robert
needed a male perspective.
“Let me ask you something, Mr. Scoffer.”
Robert flatly stared at him.
“Do you
understand cause and effect? Our actions have repercussions. When we do things
to other people … when we hurt them by using them for our selfishness, we have
to face the consequences. So tell me, how did Lynn abuse you?”
Robert looked confused.
“You said she
abused you. Please explain,” prodded Stanley.
“She yelled and ranted and raved
and called me names.”
“Hmm… and she just did that? No reason? No provocation?”
“Not really.”
“Are you sure?”
Robert again looked
confused.
“Could it be
that you were lying to her and manipulating her. That maybe she got angry
because you were messing with her mind, heart, and body. Again, do you
understand cause and effect? When did you start doing drugs?”
“High school.”
“So, Mr.
Scoffer when we’re young men we learn cause and effect between the ages of 18
to 25. If you were doing drugs in this time, you altered your brain. You never
learned cause and effect when most men learn these things. You acted on Lynn,
and she reacted to you. Since your actions were corrupted by your lies and
manipulations, then her responses were based on those manipulations. A purely
honest action would get a purely honest response. A purely corrupt action will
get a purely corrupt response.”
“Okay, so…”
“So, let
me ask you again. Why did you go to couples counseling with a woman you
professed to never have slept with? You told the court she was crazy. You
were never involved with her. Yet you went to a counselor, a marriage and family therapist, with her. Can you explain that?”
“Um, well, we
worked together. I was trying to smooth out the working relationship.”
“Oh, so you’re going to sit
here in rehab and keep lying — to me?”
Robert stared at Stanley
with a look of contempt. Stanley understood this man’s pathology. He saw
men like Robert come and go. They
would go back out, and the lies would continue in their lives until finally, something really bad happened.
This justice usually came in the
form of jail time, which so far Robert had avoided. Men like Robert would never change their ways until something
catastrophic happened, and sometimes that tragedy involved one of their marks seeking
revenge that would either put Robert in a hospital or on a cold, hard slab in
the morgue. Thing is, no one would be surprised or cry for him. Most people would simply shrug and think he simply got
what he deserved.
Stanley wrote some notes in Robert’s file and then looked back
up. He felt stern and looked
Robert right into his eyes.
“You are here
to reform your ways. I am not a mark. I’m here to help you kick your addictions
and learn what it means to be a man. I’m not your judge or jury. So lying to me
is useless. Of course, I understand you’re a pathological liar so separating
fiction from fact may be very difficult. But let’s try some very basic
approaches. Just say yes or no.
Did you or did you not have an affair with Lynn?”
Robert continued to blankly stare and then said, “Yes.”
“Good. Now did
you or did you not lie about it to the authorities and your family and
friends?”
“Well …”
“Yes or no.”
“Well…”
Stanley could
see Robert wasn’t going to easily
give up.
“Yes or no.”
“Well…”
Stanley then
sat up straight and became firm.
“Mr. Scoffer we
are going to sit in here day after day until you easily and efficiently say yes
to the truth. So you go back to your room and use your time to consider and
sort fiction from fact. Because in here, I am not your mark or your ‘come-up’.
I am your therapist. I have one goal: to get you to reform your ways and clean
up your life.”
Stanley got up
and walked around his desk back to his executive chair. Robert didn’t move. He
didn’t seem to know how to respond.
“Go,” dismissed Stanley.
Robert scowled
at him and then finally relented. He slammed the door behind him. Stanley never
flinched. He had become accustomed to men like Robert — men who didn’t have the
slightest clue what it meant to even be men. Men like Robert who deep down
inside were weak, cowardly, and insecure, and used people to prop up their
egos.
Robert was an
addict and conman without heart or sympathy for those he used and abused. His
narcissism prevented him from seeing how his
actions affected others. All he could understand was what he wanted for himself. Women
like Lynn were what they called on
the streets his “come-up”, and he would never be able to
relate to the hurt he caused
her and others in his life. The fact
his wife knew about these situations
and continued to stay in the marriage made her not only his
enabler but also his accomplice. Yes, Robert’s rehabilitation was going to be tough.
Robert stood briefly outside
of Stanley’s door. He looked around at all the artwork on the walls. A series
of pictures depicted the center’s founders and the names and dates in which the
executive directors had work. He moved quietly along the hallway, gazing at the
pictures. When he came to the end he saw Merry’s picture. “Wow! She’s hot!” he thought to himself.
Just then Craig came up the
hallway and stopped next to Robert. “What you thinking about? You want her,
too? She’s a cold one.”
“Huh? What? No!”
Craig chuckled and replied,
“Ah Robert. We see narcs like you all of the time. You’re nothing special –
although I suspect you think you are. You think everyone falls for your game.
You think we’re all pathetic, and you can discard whomever you want whenever
you want.”
“You sound pathetic Craigy,
not me!”
“Do I?” smiled Craig. “Yes,” replied Robert with a smug smile.
“You’re so atypical you’re absolutely predictable Mr. Scoffer. And that makes you rather stupid – even though I suspect you think you’re a God. Well, you’re not. And if this center doesn’t teach you a thing, know this. You will always be a loser. Mostly because you will never know real love, because narcs can’t feel anything but their own cold hearts.”
Then Craig smiled cordially and went on to the elevator. Craig didn’t like narcissists most of all. These messed-up human beings actually thought they were superior to the human race. Little did they know they acted absolutely inhuman.
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